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Saturday, August 27, 2005
didn't have english mock exam today. went out to eat with lishan, xiaobin, vivian, peiqi, kim, n jewelry. tok abt where to on nxt wed. finally decision was to go cycle at east coast. dunno can go anot cos mum going to hospital. juz dun feel like going home after sch tis few daes. dunno wats the reason but juz don like the loneliness at home. mom will be away for abt one week for operation and no one will be at home. anyone will juz accompany mi for tat one week. exams is coming and the stress is like killing mi. no one understand mi even the closest fren. juz feel like letting it all out. n feeling tat am i juz giving out too much and they juz don appreciate it. i may not be as happy as i am outside. don feel tat i'm taking back wat i gave out but someone is taking back not as much as the person gave. don feel realli gd n makes it even worse when i realli make the effort and u don seem to appreciate it. can i juz say it all out? to whom? n i realli need that someone
& the reason is Love /3:03 PM
